4 SKULLS & A CROSS

i remember how your eyebrows frowned when you were drunk
i remember your eyes were always somewhere else
except when you were looking at me
i remember your crooked teeth...turned me on.
i remember your perfect skin was always coated in sweat...
i remember your sweat tasted like water

i remember your soft black curls hanging in your eyes...
i remember your arms were strong and firm when they held me
and the way you pushed against me when we laying down...
i remember how you whispered sweet things in my ear even when you were sleeping...

i remember how even when you were upset, you always had a smile for me...
always.

i remember how nobody has ever understood me
or loved me the way you did...
i remember how I felt like I would never find another person
like you...
and I haven't.
i remember how you predicted you'd die before all of us...
and you took it upon yourself to make sure you did...
i remember how you said you'd never leave me...
even in death...
and you haven't...
i remember you, baby...every day I remember you...
i remember how much I loved you with all of my soul...
and I still do....