DRENCHED...

oh...why do i have to hurt with this?

the pillow case is drenched with tears...
the sheets are wet with cold sweat...
the air is swimming with confusion.

why can't i be blank?
why'd that kiss you gave me have to linger?
why'd you come around? what were you looking for anyway?
why won't i stop craving you?

life is a big fat fucking joke.
love is a big fat fucking lie.
you are a big fucking pain...
in my heart.

i can't put you down.
you were my fastest addiction
and now i want to overdose
on you...

learning from this pain
is not the kind of growth
i was looking for with you...

he sings through me,
"i wonder if you could come and help me...
i want to get from here...to there"
i don't think you can help me...
even if you want to
and that's not where i want to get to.

it only takes one scratch to draw blood...
suddenly you're not scared of my blood
but quick to remind me of the poison in it.

to remind me...
why is my heart broken so easily....