GET REAL

pay attention, maybe you'll learn something.

i know i have...

from up here it seems funny that you think...

i'm wrong.

i'm crazy.

i'm disgusting.

i'm scum.

and you said scum!! 

like my 2nd favorite film!! 

like my next tattoo.

you have no idea what i'm talking about, do you?

DO YOU?

sigh...

that is because you were not listening.

you were not paying attention....AGAIN.

makes me almost want to give up.

it's sad because one day the bell is going to ring

and then your life will be over...

and you won't have learned a goddamned thing!

see how i still have sympathy for your soul?

even though you rejected me as soon as mine got real?!?

REAL.

you know it? 

the breath in your lungs feels it. 

the beat in your heart feels it.

the blood in your veins pumps it..

your refusal to pay attention is real.

your hard-hitting fists are fucking real.

your condescending and degrading views were very fucking real.

your kiss...your touch...they weren't real.

your words...your hand in mine...not real.

my heart ache....real.

my tears...real.

my sadness....real.

love....REAL.